I chose to write about the path that Eleonore Longden walked from the first symptom of her illness until she was able to overcome and learn how to live with her illness She explain how happy and confident she was or at least seem to be when she left home on the first days of college She was a great student and had all the future in front of her Then since the first semester with the daily college routine she started to feel different She describe how deeply unhappy hopeless insecure and scared she was Feeling like living in hell instead of sharing her real feelings with anybody she develop the skill of hiding her real nightmares she pretending that she was a happy and inspired At the end of the first semester the skill of hiding her feelings was mastered to a point that she lied to herself When the second semester began on a common day after a seminar she heard the voice for the first time