Essay Example on The Fallen Heart Sarah Meng

Can t I just die About a week later we visited my father he still looked the same Nothing changed The doctor in the room told us that he didn t survive because the heart attack affected his brain and most of his brain cells were already dead Why did this happen And so another week later it was my last time to see him The nurses had to take his life support out I touched my dad s hand and I can already feel it getting cold He manages to continue breathing his last breath and will pass away the next day He s gone we can t do anything to help him anymore my mother said I cried for many days at night I tried to sleep but I was too depressed I couldn t believe he was gone A loss of a family member is a piece of a heart torn off broken Why do I keep thinking in my head Why couldn t I help him Why was I being so clueless dumb I felt pathetic thinking about what s going on with me I woke up in shame and depression I felt guilt crawling over me My life deserves to be over but I couldn't I can't leave my mother all by herself working day and night I need to help her no matter what will pass and learn to let my miserable past go